RECOLLECT TENDER MEMORIES

I was suddenly curious what and when actually my husband fell in love with me. When was we declared our relationship. (Silly of me, how come I forgot this!) So, today I asked him when was actually we declared our relationship, and when was actually he confessed to me. He was surprised with my sudden inquiry. He said how come you forgot it? I was apologetic and explained to him that what I want to know is about his feeling, his point of views when was actually he really fell in love with me. We maybe got a different sights about this since man and woman is differ in many things. I want him to be honest with me. As a result, we really had a hilarious Q & A this evening. I still can get stunned by him.

Here was his confession today - and I truly astounded that he was actually has had the feeling towards me earlier than I thought.

He said the first time he saw me during the Thai's Cultural Dances Concert at the lobby of the university's library. He was informed by his junior friends that we were the state's new students.( LOL) I missed this one. It was really out of my mind. (Cranky me) He said it was the moment he laid his eyes on me and he started liking me. (GOSH...I was still blank that time. I barely recognized his face..LOL) Afterwards came the orientation/motivation session for the state's students. He was already wanted to know me more. Then the dinner at the PENS. We had took picture together (OMG..I forgot this one). We also had gone on visit to Gunung Jerai , of course in a group. All this major events I did remember but we hadn't say or discuss anything. No confession. But, my husband took it as the processes to initiate our relationship. (LOL...we did forget my friends, so start do documentation now)

Then I remembered one evening he came to my college. It was raining. We just had a small talk. At first we just shared jokes and had a good laugh together. Then he asked if I don't mind of him coming and meeting me like that. I said it was okay if it was not too frequent. (I have my pride too, you know. Although I was started to like him more but I still want to keep my self guard). He elaborated his intention in more detailed words. I was surprised when he hinted me that he did want to have serious relationship with me. I don't know how my reaction or my looks that made him said immidiately that of course I was given ample time to think over it. I didn't give any answer and I was fiddled with my ruffled thoughts. For this first semester I didn't give any confirmation. I was so confused - I asked the same question over and over again to myself, why me?. And I was also worried about my studies till I thought to give answer can be waited. I wanted to focus on my exam first.