What are you doing the rest of your life...to my child

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Journey To The West

Within a year, we got engaged and then married. I was a bit remorse because I was still unemployed and I had to be so careful with my budget. I guessed I was so lucky because before my bachelor's convocation, I got offer to enter the Education Diploma Program. So, right after my engagement, I attended this program. Once again we had to be away from each other. At first, my father was reluctant to let me go for this program because he didn't want something bad would happen to my engagement. But my brother and him were strongly supported me.

Actually he was the one who insisted that I must apply for this course. Huh...once again he made a decision for me. Part of myself was still hoping to get other job than as a teacher. But, when you are in love, part of yourself is willing to obey and to follow whatever your beloved one wants you to do. Why? I'm not sure, that is why maybe -people say you'll be a fool when you're in love!!! (Wink)

As soon as I entered the program, I was very busy. Surprisingly, I felt so relax. I was stunned to know that all assignments only need 10 pages each to write! Wow...back to my Degree's time, we must write an assignment not less than 30 pages and can be up to 100++pages! Anyway, I was so relieved because I felt drained and I scared I cannot give my full attention to this program. Right after we finished our final semester before, I vowed that I didn't want to study in nearest time. I thought I was going to puke when I saw those thick books. This served me right! LOL..I was nonstop studying and that what my father didn't understand how. (Smile)

My budget was so tight and I had to count every cent I spent. I can say I was very poor that time. I had to hold myself for not buying anything that not enlisted as my necessities. There were so many cheap sales and sales promotions but I just hold my breath to see all of them. Ugh, when can I buy all those pretty things without fear? I had to be satisfied with what I had now. Well, patience is the best policy!!! This proverb will forever true to me. Just be patient my dear.


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